Shopping is divine :)

Im a shopaholic gal.. and..

and today i had gone crazy not only crazy..i had gone crazier...

There was no plan 4 shopping..was supposed to meet my friend Neha at ccd over a talk..dats all

But while chitchatting.. I realised that i wanted to buy this n that and

very next moment..i was on shopping spree :)

I mean i seriously had gone mad..
Today i just shopped like there's no tomorrow..
a bag & a tunic & leggings & a cute lit black skirt.. (OMG.. i cud hv been so much unlucky if i dint hv this one! cant stop smiling ever since i had my most fav fav skirt.. it will always remain the special one) and
super cool black pencil heels.. hmmm dats all.. :) All this in just 1and half hour.. this might be the shortest duration for my shopping.. oh yes.. it is.

feeling so so happy right now.. cant wait to show all this stuff to my sis..
world becomes nicer when i shop..
Its just out of world feelings.. cant express in wordS..
I lost the tract of my worries when i shop..
thats why i love shopping so much..

Neha..u r d sweetest.. thanx 4 giving me such a fab company.
I enjoyed every moment being with u and specially the gossiping part nd laugh we had at ccd..

Had truly awesome day..

Tired and one of the most satisfying day of my life :)

Second chance

Im completely not interested in watching those other serials of course the saas bahu saga n reality shows. Got a chance to see ‘Second chance’ on firangi in its first week and instantly got hooked to the story …
One day at late in night a cricket match was going on so u know there are so much advertisements so i started turning the channels suddenly i saw Firangi with a man , salvador a.k.a. mario cimarro his voice ..his eyes.. his hair.. he when looked at the screen(close up) …he was truly majestic .. his pauses.. his hair.. his style… every thing was ultimate….
oH gOd i don’t know wat to say now mario cimmaro.
You are one of D best actors
I always feel like i’m in love with u
where can i find you …. mmm
I just dont have words MARIO CIMARRO
and this guy called Anders corona.. u rock man!!!
And Isabel.. a sensual.. ambitious n too hot… I simply love her dresses…
Truly one of the best serial… I cant say how crazy I was about this serial, no words to express my madness for it. If there was a word more than love to describe the way i feel about this series, i would have used.. mmm
Fantastic, Fabulous,Superb…
The actors, their styling, class shown… were just so so perfect…though i got to see the dubbed version in hindi..All the recordings were so perfect. Actually its a spanish language colombia serial El Cuerpo del Deseo means The body of desire..(dats one of d reason im so keen to learn spanish besides enrique, hehe) Second Chance..what a fantastic cast and crew..story, title song its lyrics… It has all the masala love,passion, betrayal,revenge,drama,romance everything..
It was so addictive, u know.. I hardly missed a single episode..
Me n my sis used to watch it regularly.. n we enjoyed thoroughly..
I will love n cherish second chance forever… :)

Malgudy days

Just started reading R. K. Narayan's "Malgudy days" n it took me a long time back to my childhood...

I was hardly 9-10 years old.. n I used to watch this serial on DD national..

Mulgudi Days, with its ta-na-na theme music :)

That kid “Swami” was too cute…

i still remember this “sleepin alone” episode…

That talks about a young boy called Swami, who’s afraid of sleeping alone. But his father is determined to make him more courageous. Little Swami makes them proud when he not only manages to sleep alone, but also catch the burglar who tries to steal from their house. In the process, he lands up on the front pages of the local newspaper and becomes a hero.

Then one “cricket” episode…then he rebels in school, one episode something like that….

Me nd my papa.. we have always loved this series.. :)

I still admire on Manjunath, the child artist acted as Swamy. I really want to meet him today and congratulate him. What a wonderful actor he is? He is worth of having awarded internationally. Nobody can see a person like this any more.

I love Malgudi days, all of the serials were SO SO good..

I think I really miss these serials where life was portrayed in such a simple and innocent manner. No frills or fancy.

I remember some good ones like the one about the freedom fighter,

N the American daughter in law,

N the archaeologist, He discovers a monument and thinks that it is highly valuable… how stupid! Hehe.

n ..n.. the postman.

Oh yes! I remember that one with the post man who goes around the small town reading letters and then doesn’t reveal that the relative has died because the daughter of the house was getting married and he didn’t want anybody to be sad.

This serial would be incomplete without mentioning R.K. Lakshman. The openings credits included so many scenes from the novel that were wonderfully illustrated by his brother. Both of them made a very successful pair.

What really struck me about the Malgudi days serials were its inherent simplicity. So true to the spirit of R K Narayans books.. simply marvellous!

I m really feeling nostalgic at the moment… :)

Surviving on doughnuts, chips n maggie :(

Though Im a good cook, I hate to cook for myself.. I just cant go into d kitchen and start preparing anything, unless n untill.. there is someone, in kitchen to gimme company.. i get irritated when i find myself alone.. specially in d kitchen.. i want someone to talk with me .. someone to encourage me.. while im cooking..

I need constant support and pampering :)
I knew.. I knew... dis it too demanding.. but cant help it.. I hate cooking when no one is around :(

When me n my sis cook something together.. its a ultimate fun.. I mean we do lot of experiments.. some crazy ideas come into my mind n i get excited..
n I tell my sis, what if we add this or what if we change the procedure n so.. n she says, "naah di, gadbad ho jayegi"
but as always, i do what i want to.. I tell her not to worry.. whatever will happen,
I will be responsible..

n I start experimenting...

n she gives me look that dish will not gona taste good..

I ask her to wait and watch..

and

final results are always good..:)

But right now..

Im craving for home made food... mummy.. miss ya..!!

As my lit sis is not with me since last 5 days.. i have to manage with doughnuts, chips, cookies n maggie only... :(

Sholly for what I did...

Im in a very bad condition right now..
Im just so so so angry at myself.

I had small fight with my lit sister on saturday.. on very small issue..
regarding cleaning the house...

Everyone knews that this is the one thing I cant do.. I would prefer dying rather than doing zadu-pochha.

I cant, I just cant do this, not even if it is question of my life n death.. and I knew this is the very very bad thing. But im helpless :(
(Oh my gosh...What if my husband is not supporting and understanding... I wil be finished for sure...) Leave it.. dont wana think bout that right now..

My worry is different..

That day, Some of my friends were supposed to visit the house, so I asked her to clean up the hall. Poor gal was doing it, without saying a word. Little thing went wrong and I shouted on her. So bad of me :( Im such a devil..
Im a human, not perfect :(

For the first time I saw my sis getting angry. Her ego got hurt, she said.. I just cant live here and im going back to mum n dad. And i dint even bother to stop her. So she went back to my hometown.

I knew this is my fault. And im feeling extremely sorry about what I did.

As she is not here, Im feeling too lonely.. she is d best sister in d whole wide world... she is my lifeline..
I cant imagine my life without being her by my side.. she is my care-taker in true sense ( though she is the younger one..) but it doesnt mean that I dont care bout her or something like that.. I do. I adore her. But that day, i lost my temper.

so bad.. so bad of me..
I hate myself for this..
I shoudn't have behaved that way, feeling so guilty..

I promise you MADHU.. I will never do this again.
I will be a good sister.. will try my best to keep my temper cool..
Trust me cutiepie...

Dying to see u now..
I promise you a treat n shopping
U gona get some really cool stuff baby :)
we gona have lotcha fun together..

so come back soon...

Love you!

READY TO FLY

LIFE has been too good to me... so far. :)
I have always been a blessed and happy go lucky gal..
since childhood.. I got everything what I dreamt of..
so i could never see the dark side of a life.

But few months ago, a storm came in my life. and everything has changed.. changed forever.
World doesn't seem a better place to live.. I feel so down, out and depressed.
I wake up suddenly n start crying at middle of night. I feel too weak at heart. I feel like going through hell, I want to help myself somehow.

The person I loved most, has gone far away n will never gona come back in my life, this horrible thought makes me scream with pain and heartache. Love happens only once, Rest are just compromises... and i dont wana do dat..

but...

In the morning.. I read a story about a supermodel who committed suicide cuz of failed relationship. I felt so bad.. but it also makes me think hard. And i told myself..
'come on gal.. u don't want to be d same.. You never gona get a second chance to live..
this is the question of a LIFE gal.. be strong.. u can never ruin your life with your very own hand.
The pain and heartache gona stay with you forever but.. this should not be the end.

Being truely loved by someone is the ultimate fortune.. And Im gona miss this.

but as it says, Relationships are like glass, sometimes its better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting them back together.. so I have moved on and ready for the new beginning...

As my lit sis always says, whatever happens, happens for the best. Being happy doesnt mean that you have what u want or everything is perfect. It means that you have decided to look beyond the imperfections. Now Im gona have positive approach towards life. Gona be optimistic for rest of my life.
so no harsh feelings.. no sorrow n no pain..
gona be a strong again.

So i guess, Im back on tract,
Ready to live.. ready to explore..
ready to dream.. and
READY TO FLY...